Love?

I have made a mistake
I did not realize that death could sneak up on someone so easily
A split second decision
In exchange for your life.
My love life was bad
But not as bad as no life at all.
Thinking of you all the time has messed up my mind
But I can’t help it,
Life without you is worse than no life at all.
I have to make sure you know it.
A near death experience made me realize
That I would rather die than not spend my life with you.
Hold that thought,
I have to turn off my cooker.