Sentiments III

Where will I begin
Taking my life has never seemed much easier
It’s just so overwhelming
Having friends and not having them at the same time
Having family who seem further away in their own issues
Left alone
How can I sought out my issues
You say I am supposed to look at the positive things in life.
What’s positive about repeating a mistake time and again?
I should focus on not repeating it, you say
Being in your shoes it seems easy
Until it gets to you, you won’t feel the pain.
Until you are affected, you won’t feel the wrath that accompanies it.
And that
That is the beauty of pain